Oh Well..

[Spacce]

Anom, please don't delete..

I tried.. I honestly did... I wanted to come back to this place for bit. This was like was like my original net home. It changed over the years and the core people stayed the same. Maybe I was unstable but those people who got to know me, Halibut and Mikhail, really got to know what I was like. I take action sometimes without thinking. I can very opinionated, especially of those in power, whether it be on this forum or who's ruling this country.

You know? Maybe I was wrong on this situation with Anom.. seriously nothing wrong with him but some of the things he did, even off the board irked me. I don't claim to be an angel and so when became a global mod here, I was frustrated I guess and I pushed his buttons maybe. I will not apologize for my actions though. He pushed mine, I guess it pushed my button when I finally make 1 thread in the general discussion thread after so many threads I would make into the vent shaft and people bitched that, that he caused it to move down there, (I know Halibut actually moved it, but Anom contributed to the action).. Sorry to say that kinda really pissed me off, admin's are suppose to show a greater sense of maturity which didn't seem to be. Oh i know what people are thinking? .. oh this is bhlegend, what maturity, but still.. and then he has power in the irc channel which I tried sometimes to have a positive attitude about but he kicks and ban me anyway after I guess he found out I blocked him on msn..I won't apologize for this.. I hate to say it but I've always been the one to apologize, I don't remember in my life time anyone ever apologizing to me, and I know I can't be the only wrong one in the world.

Anyways.. to continue on. I am going to make major changes on my life. Frightening and hopefully wonderful changes and the most I ever told anyone is Halibut. Honestly this is scaring the shit out of me more then anything, mainly because it not only involves changing my life around but involves another person. I won't get into to many details..

I decided now to cut myself off from alot of people.. the world may never know what happens to me now..been fun..

[Anomonous Guy]

OK, well I am going to lock this thread in order to avoid any flame wars, etc beginning. If Halibut or one of the other mods wishes to unlock it, then that's up to them. I have heard this type of stuff a few times before from Spacce, as I'm sure we all have. I am tired of giving second chances.